Another day of walking and talking..actually we're content when we walk, and enjoy so much...thankfully because now it looks like evenings are down times for Mac..almost unbelievable how the change comes as before supper he is up - happy and joking, I couldn't stop laughing as he went from one scenario to another, how he would love me, when he would and why he would. No one could believe your 80 he says, well I've got news for you ...everyone knows I'm eighty, but hey go ahead, keep right on complimenting me it's great...
Then a fun time as we discuss food and enjoy our dinner and then boom it's down time...why am I having this problem. How come no one explains what is happening to me...There should be something for this... our doctor must be lousy...find someone do something..You are my wife? When, you didn't tell me, no one tells me anything..When did you tell me..." OK Mac, i showed you Gaye's book for you, see all your kids, see our wedding pic...NOW you show me this...No you saw this half an hour ago you were looking at it an wanted it off the table, No way, he says...never, you should get something, you should know that there is something wrong, and a doctor should be able to fix it in some way.
He is so right, there should be some way to fix it...but there isn't ----somehow I got a brainwave and started playing some music that was just right for the moment. Louis Armstrong singing, Give me a kiss to build a dream on - an oldie we used to like...got him a glass of gingeale, a cookie and he said, look don't make a fuss, don't let people make a fuss...I'm o.k. tomorrow is another day.. We will live in the moment...so just give me a kiss to build a dream on. T.V. news was off we just sat and thought - music turned off, I said now it's time for the meds that is supposed to help in some way...Well we'll see - but don't worry Janet you are my wife, and don't think about it, have a good night sleep, ...you too darling Mac.
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