Every night I say goodbye as I leave Mac in his bed in his room on the 2nd floor...I tell him I'll see him in the morning, and of course I do see him, and bring him up to our apartment, but it is getting harder and harder for me to say goodbye. Last night my neice Gail called as I was contemplating bringing him up, measuring the floor for another bed..one for him one for me so he could be in a hospital bed. She talked some sense into me, telling me so clearly how impossible it is for me to look after him now at night and so on, how it is a good time to start this transition as we know he will certainly not get better...right now he is sitting listening to our favourie music..one of which, by Ella went straight to my heart and here it is
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nP-8dzS1_rM Ella singing, every time we say goodbye, hope I can click on this and get it ...maybe you can too. g'bye
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