A fast blog to let anyone who read this know that i am ecstatic, i'm waiting for my son les and my daughter Maureen to bring Mac home. We tried to see if he could settle and i could settle too, with him being in this respite place... WELL IMPOSSIBLE....
It is just not for us....we have decided to have someone here at nights to look out for Mac and myself for that matter. and so there is the answer for now...in the meantime, i'm crying cause i'm happy....cried all night because he would be going, hid my tears and we took him, but inside i realized one we were at the place, forget it...Mac was miserable and angry, and would say things like, look , if you don't want me anymore, let's go home and discuss it and then if we decide it's the best, you go your wayi and i'll go mine..
obviously, he didn't realize and no matter how often i said ..no no, it's because i'm too old to be doing everything, and you fall, and you are not well etc etc..but that would go over his head...anyway..bottom line, i couldn't stand it either, so now i'm just waiting to have him home and back in my arms again, even tho i was to be there every day, it's something that just can't be done by us...coz we just couldn't say goodbye.
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